so much for that

I suck! I didn't blog yesterday. Yep... I know. Shame shame...tsk tsk!

Oh well. I could give a million excuses, not literally a million but damn near close and they're all legit; seriously.

Sooo... NaBloPoMo you have been officially fluuuuuuuushed! I'll have to attempt it again some other time.

I was so consumed preparing for last nights party that blogging was not a priority. Sorry to disappoint.

On to happy news... the party was a hit! Big E was totally and complete surprised! Love, LOVED it. I made rockin' yummilicious food! Ordered a cake to side track him because the boob cake was to come later. I'll post pictures of "the cake" soon, I promise. It looked amazing!
Yesterday my laptop was tragically knocked off the kitchen table and is now out of commission. :-(
I'm pretty devastated; hopefully tomorrow I can have it repaired and make me computer happy again. Thankfully I can get my fix today at Jex's.

So NaBloPoMo I have to put you to rest... I'm so sorry; maybe we'll meet again. Until next time...

I thought but...

...apparently I was wrong.

I really thought my life was crazy, busy and the entertainment value was sometimes worth at least a bloggitty blog entry here and there but, man I guess maybe I was wrong!

I have been way busy with school; more so avoiding it than the actual doing. I'm planning a party for a friend's birthday tomorrow and this has been quite the ordeal! Burgers, dogs, kabobs, chips, dips, nachos, salsa, and I'm even making a cake! A boob cake!

You heard that right! Boob cake!

It's going to be a blast! A BBQ in the fall, a slice of boob and lots of laughs!

second chances

Second chances. Should they be given? Should they not?
What about those rare exceptions where a third chance comes in?
How does that go again... third time's the charm or something like that?

Are they really chances or could it be considered an attempt to make something stronger?

I'm really not looking for an answer because the approval rating is slim to none, and I'm aware of that. Thanks. Really.

More times than not... if something is broken you fix it; you don't throw it away.

At least you shouldn't.

sea of emotion

Today has just been a whirl wind day of emotions! I am incredibly exhausted and wish I could fancy up some crazy clever bloggitty blog but I must disappoint you; I just cannot do it.

Instead, I'm going to add to the whirl wind of emotions! Despite having a sissy ass cold totally and completely kick my ass, or the annoying pain in my right arm from todays flu shot, the pretty Bertha zit I now have (I'm going to name all zits Bertha from here on out) or the annoyances I'm facing with school, there are still some moments that make it all go away.

That is my child's love!

All you need is love!

the unbelievable happened

I’ve always seen and heard about those girls who are so surprised and happy that they shake immensely and then they talk about that funny feeling in their stomach after but I’ve never really believed it or thought it was possible. I guess maybe it’s because I’ve just never truly experienced it.

Well hold the phone!

My stomach is just a big pit of mush, I can barely type, and I’m shaking in my funky socks!

I loooooove funky socks!

I was actually at school today, trying to make some progress on the mass ass amounts (that is a LOT) of school work that I need to do. I mean I have a LOT! It really is inhumane the amount I have to get done. So I went to the student advisor’s office to show her something on a mid term exam that I totally bull shitted my way through.

{side note: sometimes it pays to have a sense of humor. Here’s proof!!}

(that's 2.0 points for not knowing the answer!)

So after showing her, she says, “my turn, there’s something on the desk for you”
I turn around and there sits…..

(sorry for the not-so-great picture and only showing part
because they really are beautiful!)


Me: “No way!”
Her: “Yes!”
Me: “Noooo!”
Her: “You get points for that AND you get flowers! Get out of here and enjoy them!”

{here’s when I giggle like a little girl, take my flowers and pretty much gallop away}

I go back to the table where I’ve been working, aka slacking off all day to read my card and it says…

“Thinking of you today.”
Love Jex


Now this might not sound like it is that big of a deal but it is HUGE to me. I love, love, love flowers; especially when they’re sent “just because”. I love daisies and the, not your average flower. I *generally* do not like roses but sometimes the odd and exotic colored ones amaze me. I get sappy when Boy Child gives me dandelions or May flowers. I’m a girl; I like girl “things”. Pretty much end of that discussion.

When Jex and I dated before I NEVER got flowers of any sort. Remember, he’s not exactly Mr. Romantic. Here’s a little background on Jex; his father owns a flower shop.
YEP!
Lemme repeat that for you… his father owns a flower shop.
His sister even sent flowers to the restaurant we were having dinner at for my birthday. When I first saw them, I started to say something then he says matter-of-factly, “Those are from my sister”.

It was a simple and beautiful arrangement but perfect, perfect for me. It’s just one of those gripes I have. I don’t want flowers all the time, I don’t expect them, nor do I need them. Do I like them? Yes! I give my girlfriends flowers just because. I don’t necessarily buy them either. If I see a pretty “something” on the side of the road on the way to their house, I stop, pick it and give it to them when I get there. Life is about the little things! We’re girls and we like pretty girl things.

I leave random small notes here and there. I’ll drop a card in a random place with mushy words in it to let someone know how I feel. Those little things can really make a BIG difference in someone’s life. Boy Child gets a Hershey Kiss in his lunch box everyday because I can’t be there to give him an actual “kiss”.

Getting flowers from Jex today is just unbelievably huge!! I can’t explain why my stomach has the weird feeling it has or even why I was shaking like I was or why I still am actually. I just know I have never experienced that before. I don’t know if I’ll ever understand or if I even want to. I’ve been given flowers before, several times for many different reasons, but this was… well this was just….different. No... no… special.


Yes- that’s it…. special.

medicine head

As much as I'd really love to blame my *insert mood* on the medicine I have prescribed myself to get rid of this sissy ass cold I really don't think I can. I guess it's really just a typical night and here's a glimpse of that.

Here's part of an Instant Messenger conversation with Go-Go. Hang on, it gets a little crazy sometimes. There will be typos and a lot of "lol"s-- we laugh a lot! Seriously.


Go-Go: Evenin crazy (if you're alive)
jenn: ohh im alive- kinda
jenn: i feel like royal ass
Go-Go: lol, kinda is better then not at all
Go-Go: Sometimes you feel like a royal pain in the ass, but thankfully not often . Still down with the ickies I see
jenn: yes-- its a nasty cough now... i cough till i about yack
Go-Go: Very shitty
jenn: and im exhausted-- i just caught myself almost dozing
Go-Go: I know it's been around work some. I've been stocking myself up with chicken stew and all that
Go-Go: Well, sleep. if you're sick and your body wants it, lay out and sleep silly lady
jenn: im gonna.. soooon
jenn: have to do something first
Go-Go: blog?
jenn: i promised
Go-Go: to who?
jenn: dont start with me!
jenn: lol
Go-Go: lmao, who's starting? It was a simple question. Seems the answer makes ya edgy, lol
jenn: huh?
Go-Go: When I asked who you promised to, you told me not to start
jenn: im not edgy though
Go-Go: I said that jokingly
Go-Go: I know you're not edgy silly , you wouldn't "lol”
jenn: careful-- im medicine head
Go-Go: if you were
Go-Go: Early enter, HATE that, lol
jenn: know what i did do though
Go-Go: Hmm?
jenn: i told Jex ive been blogging
jenn: but not on "xx" cuz im a big girl now
jenn: lol
Go-Go: lmao
Go-Go: Nice
jenn: but he couldnt have the link lol
Go-Go: I'm still waiting on a someday "Go Go Gadget ASS!" blog or something like that, lol
jenn: lol
jenn: its coming
jenn: i have a WHOLE month
Go-Go: lol, great
jenn: it might not be an ass one
Go-Go: Should I try harder then? lol
jenn: ill drool over my phone happiness
Go-Go: lol
Go-Go: IF ya ever make it in
jenn: i cant stop the dying process
jenn: haha that was funny
Go-Go: It's working cell phone depravity thats causing it, lol
jenn: i literally lol when i typed that
jenn: ohh i crack myself up
Go-Go: lol, medicine head
jenn: alka seltzer rocks!
Go-Go: lol, tastes like bad ass
jenn: alka seltzer plus even
jenn: i dont chew pills
jenn: thanks muchly
Go-Go: Alka Selter makes me gag
jenn: its a PILL
jenn: not the plop plop fizz fizz
jenn: ahh what relief it is!
Go-Go: Oh, well when I think Alka Seltzer, I think foamy drooly lookin crap, lol
jenn: and seagulls exploding
Go-Go: Well, I hate pills anyway, you know that
Go-Go: Only if it comes to functioning at all by taking it, or full incapacitation without, lol
jenn: ohh and these are HUUUUUUUGE!
Go-Go: FUCK that, lol
jenn: and a very pretty blue
Go-Go: Maybe your gag reflex can handle em but I look at big pills and gag, lol
jenn: well its that or i cough till i puke and pass out
jenn: i look at big things and gag too
jenn: LOL
Go-Go: lmao, perv
Go-Go: Easy on that line of talking, I am a man without play, lmao
Go-Go: lol
Go-Go: If only your diabolical skills could be put to something more productive, like finding me play, lmao, jk jk.
jenn: dont be hasty
Go-Go: Hasty? Me? Not with you
Go-Go: No sah no sah
jenn: lol
Go-Go: So I'm at a crossroad, should I begin to invest my waste of time activities in A) Facebook or B) Blogging?
jenn: BLOGGGGGGGGINNNNNNNNNG!!!!!!!!!!!
jenn: bloggitty blogging
Go-Go: Addict lol
jenn: lol
jenn: facebook sucks
jenn: its just like myspace
Go-Go: You could have been like "CRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK" and it would have been the same, lmao
jenn: the blogging world is huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge
jenn: ohh im all blogcracked out
jenn: doooooooooooo itttttttt!!!!!!!
jenn: put your writing to good use
jenn: ya know ya wanna
jenn: yea yea yea!!
Go-Go: btw, the rest of the week I work 11-8, and 12-6 on sunday, so you can get in and get your phone fixed lol
jenn: lol
jenn: ok ok ok
jenn: 11-8- check
Go-Go: lol, hush, you can easily tempt me into just about anything, the choice is made I just have to admit it first, lol
jenn: friday im getting a perm-- sat were having a bday party for Big E w/a boob cake
Go-Go: lol
jenn: omg-- you can do it
Go-Go: I'd see a boob cake and end up with frosting covered hands lmao
jenn: my name is Go-Go and im taking my first hit
jenn: HAHA!!!!!


...and that's just how I like to drive this crazy train!

I need to do what?

Sooo... this afternoon I check out clevergirlgoesblog (read her stuff, she makes me literally laugh out loud!) and low and behold today's post is about nablopomo.

Huh? What? you ask. Yea- it looked foreign to me too.
Well guess what; it's National Blog Posting Month!

Yea no shit! Whodathunkit? Not me that's fo' sure! I never even knew such a thing existed. So the whole deal is you're supposed to blog every day for the entire month. Yep! EVERYDAY for the WHOLE month.

I figured what the heck. Why not? I'm just starting this thing; which by the way is like CRACK!! My life seems like a TV show sometimes and I could seriously blog several times a day about the day's events. I'll post everyday, get this frigger up and going and then who knows.

Ohh I know! I'll procrastinate some more, stare at the dishes in hopes that they'll wash themselves, maybe the laundry will get put away too, homework and papers won't need my brain and I can just fluff around on the computer all day because I mean really, that's the perfect life other than being a ROCKIN' MOM!!

And I have to do this because... "I promised" So here goes nothing...

Oh and in case you were wondering my head and *still* full of snot! Ick!