Showing posts with label crossroads. Show all posts
Showing posts with label crossroads. Show all posts

Monday, June 29, 2009

crossroads

I had one of the most physically and emotionally draining weekends I have ever experienced in a really long time. It should go down in one of my record books, if I kept those, but I want to wipe this away from my memory.
Forever.

Instead here I stand.

Facing all these roads, not knowing which one to choose because they all look the same.
I feel so alone.

I had a conversation (email) with my cousin this morning and I think she just may have possibly put up at least one road block for me.

You must constantly ask yourself these questions:
Who am I around?
What are they doing to me?
What have they got me reading?
What have they got me saying?
Where do they have me going?
What do they have me thinking?
And most important, what do they have me becoming?
Then ask yourself the big question: Is that okay?

Your life does not get better by chance, it gets better by change.


Seeing, reading and actually processing all those questions may have just changed my life in ways I never imagined.