before facebook

breaking up was so much easier.

You could keep it private or you could go public with it when YOU were ready, now you really can't. It's out there like a gay drag queen. LOOK AT ME!!! (no offense to gay drag queens of course)
Damn you facebook for making things just a little more complicated.

Someday I'd like to be able to break up with the internet like a bad boyfriend, but I don't ever see THAT happening!!

a positive note

This may be a little TMI but whatever...

Something I have realized that I really enjoy about having a long distant relationship, a relationship where your boyfriend has a personal ad on a dating site, or even when I'm single all together is I get to wear "granny panties".

Yep, my nasty ugly underwear. The ones I would never want anyone to ever see yet the ones that are the most comfortable on my ass. They offer the most loving for my rear.

Just saying.

private investigation

The Boyfriend knows where to find this here blog.

But... I've recently read his (active) match.com personal ad.

Isn't life a bitch!?!

the internet

can drastically change your life.

For the better. For the worse.

One web site has just turned my world upside down.

Rattled my brain, killed my appetite and has made me throw up a little.

Disgusting.

say what?!

Now... I do NOT always believe in astrology but it IS always fun to read about. Somedays it is spot on- others not so much.

Yesterday's horoscope went a little something like this:

Someone is making wedding plans! Whether that is you, or someone you love, the atmosphere will be exciting and romantic, and for once, you won't be in the mood to fight it. Expect all kinds of phone calls with good news. Don't spoil it by gnawing on the details.

Somedays I am better off NOT reading my horoscope and yesterday was definitely one of those days.

who was I kidding

30 days of me?

Did I really think I was going to be able to start AND finish something. Apparently I did, but typical Jenn style, I didn't finish.

So... this is what we have left...

Day 18: Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19: A talent of yours
Day 20: A hobby of yours
Day 21: A recipe
Day 22: A website
Day 23: A YouTube video
Day 24: Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25: Your day, in great detail
Day 26: Your week, in great detail
Day 27: This month, in great detail
Day 28: This year, in great detail
Day 29: Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30: Whatever tickles your fancy

and because I love each and every single one of you... I am going to continue my track record of not finishing. Should you want me to answer one of these... let me know and your wish is my command.

Until then... on with regular posting.

feeling crazy

Life has changed.
I wouldn't say drastically, but it has changed enough that I sometimes have to step back and really look at what is happening.

The Man lives 115 miles away. 2 hours away therefore I spend 4 hours a weekend driving. I'm not complaining but in all reality- it sucks. Looking at the bigger picture The Man lives near my hometown, where I grew up; an area I have avoided like the plague for the last 10 years.
Now I look forward to going there every weekend. What the heck is wrong with me!?!!

Oh yea... I've been bitten by the love bug.

I've been bitten so bad I've started a new job search. A job search that would relocate us. My family. The family that includes Cole, Baxter and of course yours truly.

I have tried to explain how I feel about this man, about this situation, and well... whatever else pops up in my mind and I truly cannot. I feel like I've gone mad.

Almost instantly when I saw him, I knew. He was going to be my last date. He was going to be my last first kiss, but every kiss feels like the first.

How do you explain all this to people? How do you tell someone you know that this man you've only known a short time really is it. I've heard that when you know, you know. People say you can feel it instantly. It's not something you have to develop over time; it's either there or it's not.

Well baby, it's there.